I can't understand how you get pass.

I started off this whole 'without you' episode by telling myself, I'll be okay, I must not cry, I must move on.
But it's so difficult because I keep getting reminded.
Over and over again, the heartache lingers.

How did I get my heart so torn and battered?
Why did we create so much memories?

To deal with life at ease, I have to get over you.
But I don't want to forget. I don't want to have to end up forcing myself to forget.

To get on, I remind myself of the things you did to disappoint and hurt me. I keep telling myself that you weren't real, that all along, everything was fake.

But the memories, the memories of the better times keep returning to haunt me.
I wake up each day to a heartstabbing pain, because I no longer have you with me.

I shouldn't have given you my all.
I shouldn't have loved you truly.
I shouldn't have depended on you, believing that we'll make the mark together.

And no matter how hard I tell myself to hate, I can't.
And sadly, I'm still waiting. Waiting for a miracle.

If I sought solace with him, would it really help me forget?

What do I do, baby.
To bring you back again.
To the days where love was once so true.
To make you happy again, and to be there for you.

Everything, everywhere, has a ghost of you and me.
And I keep hoping and praying, that it's really us I see.

When will you ever come home?