This is a absolutely scary world because you never know who's true to you.
Gone are the days where everyone's pure and innocent, and here are the days where silence doesn't really mean silence anymore.

People are changing all the time, and the people you once knew, or once thought you knew, are actually gone.

I am honestly uncomfortable with the idea of being in such a place. It tires me out, and I really don't want to live my life being sceptical about everybody. But it seems like one of the fundamentals of growing up, really is about learning not to trust anyone else but yourself.
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I just got home from dinner and chill out with quite a few people actually..
So there were Jan, Lester, CJ, Evon, Shan, Kston. We had dinner at this Mexican place Cha Cha Cha, and then went over to Wala Wala's. Pictures up tomorrow.

Work was rather bad today, I didn't sell a shit. =(
And Wendy actually asked me to join her at St James today.. and I was really tempted since it was free entrance plus 10 free drinks for girls. But none of them liked St James, plus I'd be damn tired tomorrow.. so I gave it a miss. But it's amazing still, that my cousin and Jan are actually friends. hahaha what a small world.

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You know, I'm actually rather glad I'm friends with Jan and Nat.
Even though I haven't known Jan for more than a week, I still think she's a good thing that's happened and really, I haven't seen another 22/3 year old sweeter than that.
And even though I haven't known Nat for more than a year, she's really an awesome friend to me, and I always enjoyed myself with her.

Actually, these are two people I find, really true, and that's what I'm really looking for in a friendship right now. Friendship's so vulnerable and sensitive, and I've had enough experiences and I don't want more. For now, I'm happy.