The exams ended officially today.

Post-exam blues stepped in right after, I screwed the last paper big time.

The last time I remembered screwing a paper this badly was LEP paper during A level prelims.

I embraced the start of freedom with a bad note.. and it didn't help much when I realised I lost my spectacles. But of course, today wasn't the worst day afterall. I had the best company I could ask for after exams - debbie and Bishan.

We went on a field trip today! We went scouting for Haji Lane, but ended up in Arab Street first. And because we were starving, we had lunch in this jacuzzi-internet cafe thing. $14.50 for a set lunch that had chicken chop half the size of that in our school's canteen, not very satisfying. But it tasted different, and the uncle was very nice, so, 7 out of 10 stars!

So we loitered around the area under the blazing sun, and we ended up in Haji Lane - almost by mistake. haha! We behaved like tourists and took a total of 193 photos today. haha! We even stopped by an alley to take photos. -_- haha. Then.. we went Parco and that's where I got my Outfitter Girls bag - sponsered by mother!, and where we took neoprints. hehe.

But it's weird how, after we went seperate ways, my mood plumented to a pit low, and somehow, I became very blue.

Even though I've been counting down, awaiting today to arrive, the moment it came, I just can't seem to settle yet. It's too adrupt, I say. For the past few days, I refused to think about post exam activities for the fear of distracting myself too much, so now that it's here, I'm pretty caught aback actually.

I feel exhausted suddenly. Like all of a sudden, there's so much for me to finish.

I've got a lot of sleep to catch up on, I've got a lot of money I need to earn (plus, tuition paused officially today because my kid's exams are over too), I've got a lot of dust to sweep, I've got a lot of papers to burn, I've got a lot of stuff to clear/pack...... the list doesn't end here.

I'm very very tired. Tired as in, physically tired. But I can't sleep. Bish said it's because we're accustomed to late nights. I agree. But in this case, how am I to catch up on my sleep? I've a job interview scheduled at ten in the morning.

I don't know, maybe I really need sleep. And by that, I mean a lot a lot of sleep.

Or perhaps, I'm just really disturbed by the fact that I lost my glasses. I didn't even dare to drive far today. And that means, if it's not in the Lost & Found in school, I'll have to fork out money to buy. Something which I'm very short of right now. Sigh.

I hope it goes away after I sleep on it.. I don't need another bad day.