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colours never lie
♥Monday, May 21, 2007




Life moved on too quickly.

I kind of reached a point where I got blind to many things. I started fixing expectations and generalisations on almost everyone. I stopped caring, stopped bothering. And when I get disappointed, it became all about how my expectations were failed.

In a way, it's detrimental. To myself, and to people around me. People close to me, especially.

I keep expecting people to understand why I react this way, I keep expecting people to know.

Of course, people don't.

I know I shouldn't be fixing expectations on people, just like how I hate being done that to. I always knew that. But somehow.. I just stopped remembering it.

In life, I've had many blind spots. Phases where I literally turned blind to some stuff suddenly. Of course, I have no one to blame but myself. And I don't want to find excuses for myself because excuses are just talk. But true enough, there are times where you just stop seeing things, and walk your days with both eyes closed.

I've a long way to go before I really grow up.. both mentally and emotionally.

I guess I'm not ready yet.. but I will be..

Embrace the new you.




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