I haven't been exactly in the best of moods since last night.
But well, as usual, sleep over it, and hope to wake up fine all over again.

Somehow, deep thinking's always been my hobby. Rather, it's always been what I do best.
Deep thinking not in the sense of structural kind of thought. More of the emotional battle kind.
Whichever way it is, it's definitely not helping in constructing a bright and sunny everyday for me.

Perhaps as we age, friendships tend to wither. People tend to diverge into different lanes, different walks. Meet different people, find better companies. And perhaps in this course, forget all about ol' times, forget all about yesterdays. But it's only in human nature, or so I've come to accept.

Yet, all I've accepted, is the fact. And not what the fact would bring.

Still, I've decided there's nothing much I can do about it no more. Other than sit by, and pretend I'm fine about it. And during this time, find my very own new lanes and walks.
Because at the end of the day, no one will bother about how you'll always sit by, and wait for ol' friends to make a U-turn, or how you'll always pinch on the inside about how they forget.
What people only remember, and etch into their skin, is of how you abandon/hurt them.

So why not make a note in their lives since they've made theirs in yours?

Because karma spins around.
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I met Li for dinner after class today, and were supposed to go for kbox. But turns out, there was no promotional packages going on, and the receptionist was a freaking chao ah lian, so why patronise right? We packed off, went to get the car (after a long story), and went to look for Ru. Had round 2 of dinner at Bukit Timah and went home.

Oh, daddy got a fine today. For cheating on carpark coupons. He parked close to 8pm, so he indicated 8.15pm on the coupon (15 min cheating, as usual). In the end, the wardens were doing their rounds at 8pm (omg how very unlucky), and hence, daddy got fined under Rule 11. haha. That's $30 gone~

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Go back to yesterdays, and wish for time to stop.