I'm not in a good mood right now.

Reason being, today's a pretty shit up day.
I'm pretty darn sure we screwed up today's interview with Houseproud's GM.
Firstly, we were late (no Deb, not your fault, we got lost in Ubi).
Secondly, our group (Kston Debbie Me) very obviously displayed a weak knowledge of our own fucking project. Halfway through the interview, Kston can still ask me, are we doing on Precious Moments or Precious Thots. I swear I almost fainted on the spot.
It was as if we never did any preparation work for our own project and was only there to get ready-made information churned out.

I don't know, but I have a very bad feeling about this marketing project.

And honestly, I am way too slack for my own good this semester.
I dont' think I'll have anyone to blame, but myself, if I were to flunk any module this time round.

Fuuuuccckkk ttthhhheeeee wwwoooooorrrrrllllllldddddddddddd.

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I really hate to deal with people who think that I'm forever there , forever ok with them acting as if I really like planning all the dates, forever ok with them acting as if I really want them there so much. Perhaps they should know, sometimes somethings I do, I do it out of moral obligations, and not because I really want to.
If I had a choice, I would really not do it.

And.
I hate being so slack, so lazy and so useless.
My school schedule's so free, and I have no idea why am I still constantly missing lessons. I should really give myself a hard punch. My mum paid so much to put me into this asshole institution and I'm wasting her money like that. I don't care if I'm gonna be alone in lessons next time, I'll just go.
I can't waste my life like this. I don't want to regret in future. I don't want to laze my life away and ruin my chance of a good degree, and the chance to further my degree.
I shall not procrastinate so much anymore.

Why waste my time at home sleeping/surfing/lazing when I can actually stop wasting my mother's hard earned money?

Punch myself upside down.

Also.
I'm upset about something else. But I reckon it's way too sensitive to be posted up online here.
Never mind, it's okay. I poured it out to baby already anyway.
At least I'm not bottling it up.

Fuck it man. I am so full of frustration and irritation right now, I can just blabber on forever.